I AM the consciousness behind the dreamer who is dreaming me. There is the dream, and there is the dreamer of the dream. The dream is a short lived play of forms. It is the world – relatively real but not absolutely real. There is the dreamer, the relative reality in which forms come and go. The dreamer is not the me, the person. The person is part of the dream. The dreamer is the substratum in which the dream appears, that which makes the dream possible, what sometimes is called the Mind. Consciousness itself, is the absolute behind the relative, the timeless behind time, the consciousness in and behind…

In dreams this morning I was working as an assistant to a universal class physicist, a very quirky person, and I was compiling all of his research into a cohesive book. This person was brilliant beyond understanding and as a “hobby” he was also working on an exhaust problem for the internal combustion engine. He had designed an exhaust system that was insane to look at as it wrapped his car in multiple weird tubes with various shaped chambers that interacted with the particles in the exhaust. I did help him with the shape some of the chambers to fine tune them and finally the car then had the same…

Last night in dreams I dreamed that I was in a dream dreaming I was within a dream dreaming. And it went on and on and on. Then I dreamed I was dreaming and was eating a carrot and took too big of a bite and began to choke and began dreaming within the dream that I was choking and coughed the carrot up. We are endless fractals of dreams within dreams in this glorious and yet we are so much more than anything we can know with our minds.

Can you imagine what it could / would be like to be free from everything you currently know? All of your past, everything, every small detail of your life no longer dragging you behind it in a prison of your own memories. No fear, anxiety, shame, feeling small or less than. Free to just BE in this moment and allow your total self to just flow in the moment as it is. No struggling, no aspirations, just the incredible freedom of Beingness. Soon I will be announcing a 7-week Eden Template Master Class: Freedom from the Known. I’m extremely excited about this and so looking forward to sharing it with…

As you may or may not know, I’ve lived through a pretty abusive life, physically, mentally, emotionally and sexually, and I’ve worked a lot on clearing the trauma energy of it and recently begun to really feel how it’s shifted in a major way. This week I’ve made a commitment to myself to begin writing my overall journey into a book and doing some writing each day. Today was the day that I really went in depth writing about the early years, before first grade, and it became so difficult to write it that I had to stop for a while just to work with the energies coming up. I…

What would it feel like to be completely free? Can you imagine this? Free from all of “your stuff”. Free from anxiety, old stories, beliefs, how it’s supposed to be, what ever it is inside of you that keeps you comfortable and stirred up. Wherever you can find a piece of self identity of you as an I, that’s not it, Not that, not that, not that not that not that. No matter how deep you go and find a piece of self identity, that’s not who you are. Imagine going beyond yourself, dropping all of you along the way, surrendering so completely there is nothing of you remaining. And…

In Stillness The stillness is very deep this morning, deeper than my normal experience of it. Be Still, Listen to the Silence for it speaks loudly.

Our woundings are often the place that we absolutely don’t want to go into, to look at because we are afraid or even terrified of feeling what is buried there. Yet they are also where we are the most stuck and not able to walk past or around. No one wants to look there, no one, it’s too painful. Yet it truly is the only choice if we wish to grow. And it turns out the fear is just a ghost, for when looked at it disappears. Sometimes this is a pattern of fear built up over many life times of layering fear over fear in order not to feel.…

For many many years we as a people have prayed, breathed, meditated and done practices we believe will assist us or help us wake up to ourselves. We’ve done endless repetitions of mantras, sat still, walked in nature, done breathing practices, read all the right books, studied with all the right teachers, One day the egg cracks, just a little, and we react with What was That? and slam it shut again. It takes a while of looking into the depths of the omniverse to begin to know that what we’re looking for is not “out there” it’s inside us and it is us. Living in this moment we’re all…

There is an old Persian story attributed to Nasreddin that a man had lost his keys and was searching for them under a street light and a policeman on his rounds approached him and asked what he was doing. The man replied looking for his keys. The policeman then asked if he lost his keys here and the man replied no, yet this is where the light is. When I was a child in grade school I lived in a section of town where the trees were very old and on both sides of the street so their canopies grew into each other shading, all the streets except at intersections…

What if in this now moment you were free from all the imprinting you’ve stored in your cells through all of your trillions and trillions of incarnations? What would it be like to be free from fear, to not believe in fear, to not feel fear, lack, anxiety or angst, etc. Can you imagine being completely free from all of your limitations, limiting beliefs, all of the energetic residue, ghost imprints, of every trauma you’re ever experienced? Can you imagine this? Can you FEEL this freedom? Can you feel this in your body? Can you imagine the feeling of this in your body? This is the freedom that the Eden…