How old is the person reading this right now? As many of you know by now, my childhood was anything but idyllic, being filled with violence and abandonment and a complete lack of love and ever getting the love a child needs. No complaints about the above statement, it was my incarnational choice, as is everyone’s so no blame, it just is. That said it left a void inside me that as I grew up I always sought to fill from the outside through others. It also meant that I never really grew up and at any point in time who know what the age of the child inside me…

For years I drove around in my car with an advertising banner on the back window with my design company name and phone number on it. It was totally opaque so you could not see out the back window. So essentially I was blind from the back! I also had really dark tinted windows on the side windows and this last spring I took the tint off the front windows and then this last fall a great friend told me “your back window is a perfect metaphor for your blind spot and you can’t see what’s right behind you” and so I removed the banner right away, in a rain…

The Eden Template With a little background on the journey of my Soul in this incarnation and the destiny points, especially in Kenya in 2018, two of the last transmissions that came through was that I would be called to go to the Hopi reservation at some point and the download of The Eden Template, which I was shown that I would begin to share with and teach others. When The Eden Template transmission arrived it came in as a complete packet which just needed to be unpacked and integrated. I laugh when I say that because it took over 9 months for the integration to complete, including returning home…

After yesterdays post on Destiny points in my life, there is some clarification to discuss. Yes Theresa Luttenegger, Beth Kuria and myself were called to Kenya last year and the primary work that we did was to break the seals on the Master Crystal from Atlantis, that was dimensionally hidden in Mount Kenya, which released the frequencies of Eden spreading out in waves across the earth. Yes I was also called to Kenya through dreams by the Gikuyu Seers who gave me the transmission of their lineage. That said it was not as much of a transmission into their lineage as it was an awakening, a remembrance that I have…

Yesterday I shared many of the “sordid” details of my early path, and although it was not always fun to live through it, our journey always assists us in connecting with our higher self. Once you set your feet on the path and firmly commit to the process, you’re asking your higher self or your Soul to step in and begin to run the show. This means lots of inner work, especially inner child work, and mine were so traumatized that it took me several decades before finally the two year old in me allowed me to meet with and get to know the one year old, the sweetest and…

Our journeys are our journeys, and no matter how difficult they might be, they always awaken us to the truth of ourselves and Remembrance. Many of you who know me well, know that my journey has been one of horrific darkness into one of transformation into Light. Knowing that we choose our birth and all of it’s circumstances beforehand, and that there are lots of other folks who have chosen difficult paths for their life to awakening, mine was still difficult. My mother was raped by her father as a young girl and she pushed it into the deepest darkest hole she could, never to feel it again and while…